Is the small blob drawing close enough to what you had in mind? Time to take that and fill the page. But since I’m obligated to block you at every turn, don’t do it yet. First, decide how much it needs to be filled… the page, I mean.

You’re done with constantly sharpening wooden pencils and watching how hard you press against the paper. Mechanical pencils with special leads keep the same point and they’re always light, easily erasable strokes.